It's hard to find the right words to describe my year of turning 50, but I have always believed that when you lead from your heart you are never wrong.. In January, I hit the BIG 50. I won't lie, I was freaked out and even broke down in tears the days leading up to it. It's a huge milestone that I didn't see coming this quickly. It's like the universe drops down this big red stop sign in front of your face while you are hastily trying to cross the street of adulthood and says